Fear was the whip, stick and paddle and rod I was beat with as a child, mentally and physically. It began every sentence, thought and action. I became so overwhelmed with fear of everything that I am sure if I had not rescued myself through grace and self forgivness I would have become agoraphobic. Needless for me to say I ended up bringing into my life all that I feared. I noticed this and when I stopped allowing myself to fear something or someone it went away. This was truly a revolutionary event in my life because it changed the way I interacted with the world.